Tear You Down

It dawned on me today... That I hurt people on purpose.
I am lethal. I am manipulative. I am vile.

And I don't know why I do it. But I want to make someone cry. I want to make someone feel alone and hopeless and useless. I want to be reckless.

Fuck. I don't want to do it... But I can't help it.

You're so guarded and safe and secure... And you can stand on your own without me... And I hate it... If I tear you down... Maybe there will be proof that you care about me... That I'm so important I can have that effect on you.