Falling

It's easy to get people to fall in love with me...
It's harder to fall for THEM. And it's even harder to get them to stick around.

I don't want just anyone. In fact, I don't think I want anyone at all. Maybe I just want to be alone. Or maybe I don't want to be let down anymore. I'm trying really hard to move on with my life... But it's difficult. Very difficult.

I've had to convince myself that you're a terrible person... So maybe it will be easier to dislike you. But I LOVE everything about you. Even your flaws. They make you beautiful. And with that said, it's impossible to hate you, therefor impossible to fall out of infatuation with you. You really are terrible. Look at what you've done to me.

I really wish I wasn't so obsessive.